Thursday of the Second Week of Lent
Jeremiah 17:5-10 Luke 16:19-31
When I reflect on today’s readings, it reminds me of a time
when I was agonizing over a difficult decision. I spent hours analyzing and
overthinking the pros and cons of each alternative. I finally turned to my
mother-in-law for guidance. She listened patiently as I laid out every last
detail of my thought process. When I was finished, there was a long pause and
she asked me “have you prayed about it?” At the time, I was so taken aback by
her question...pray about it? Why would I pray about it? I made this pro and
con list and talked myself in circles about it! That's when a lightbulb went
off. I was trying to control my life in a methodical manner and it wasn’t
serving me. I didn’t have the clarity I needed because I was only relying on
myself. There was no trust or faith in God, and his divine plan.
Now, as a wife and mother of two young children, it feels as
though there is even more beyond my control. I can relate to the words in
today's scripture, “He is like a tree planted beside the waters that stretches
out its roots to the stream, it fears not heat when it comes, its leaves stay
green.” I envision myself as the tree, constantly balancing all of the daily
obstacles that come with raising small children. Just when I think “my branches
might snap” - my patience and capacity to manage it all - I say a Hail Mary or
a short prayer. It’s amazing how often I am refreshed with the grace to move
forward. Prayer and trust in the Lord are the roots to my tree, stable, and
life giving.
Lent reminds us that it may be tempting to take on life's
many challenges and decisions on our own, but, true peace and clarity comes
from taking a pause, praying, and having faith that God will in fact provide.
Q: What obstacles and stress in my life do I need to turn over to God in prayer?
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